Kaylania's Blog

I pray that all of you are well and are full of joy in the Lord Jesus Christ. I will make this as short as possible, but I just wanted to let you in on what the Lord is doing in my life. God has granted me supernatural favor recently regarding some personal issues I have been going though. Although He has brought me out of it…there was a price to pay. Many our “struggles” aren’t struggles at all…it’s the price of our anointing. Many areas we are tested in, sometimes we assume it’s “the devil”, when it’s actually God squeezing out the dirt and unrighteousness we suffer from. He wants us spotless and ready for elevation. I have to admit, some of these distractions have been tedious, but I made up in my mind who and what I want…which is more of God. One of my fasts is from Facebook for a period of time. I found myself on Facebook all of the time and neglecting my husband, father, and best friend….who is God.

I am wanting to go deeper into a covenant with the Lord; words can’t explain this. God has separated me from so many people and things, and all the while I thought it was the enemy, when it really was God wanting me all to myself….and I am okay with that. God is preparing me for battle and girding me up for my ministry. I am standing on these Scriptures in Psalm 18:

34 He trains my hands for battle;
my arms can bend a bow of bronze.

35 You give me your shield of victory,
and your right hand sustains me;
you stoop down to make me great.

36 You broaden the path beneath me,
so that my ankles do not turn.

37 I pursued my enemies and overtook them;
I did not turn back till they were destroyed.

38 I crushed them so that they could not rise;
they fell beneath my feet.

39 You armed me with strength for battle;
you made my adversaries bow at my feet.

40 You made my enemies turn their backs in flight,
and I destroyed my foes.

One of the best ways to know what God wants from you is to spend time with Him…just as you would your husband and wife. There may be times where you feel that tugging feeling or uneasiness, and not sure where it comes from…that could be God wanting you to pray, intercede, and spend time with Him. There is nothing more powerful than the Word of God. Even in my trials, I have made up in my mind that I do NOT have to accept defeat. I do not have to accept rejection. I do not have to accept heartbreak. I do not have to accept being mistreated. I WILL NOT let the enemy play mind games with the spirit of disillusion. I have decided to take my tests with pride and walk out with my head up…passing them gracefully (though it may get trying to flip out). There is nothing like putting the enemy to shame, when he can no longer intimidate, bully, or scare you with the same tactics…that is so OLD SCHOOL! God is requiring more and wants to give me deeper revelations. As many of you know, I have a motto for 2010…which is: If it slows me down…I leave it alone. If anyone or anything stands in my way of my destiny, my purpose, or my life…I examine if it is a test from God or a distraction from the enemy. Many of you are already on point with God, and that’s okay because this message may not be for you, but it is for someone. I want to fall in Love the Jesus, and I refuse to have an affair on Him by being distracted by the things of this world. Love you all. God bless.