Have you ever been in a place in God where you felt so full and so in l ♥ ve? The Lord has been prepping me for a time as this. When you rest in the Lord, and bask in His presence, there is nothing that can take that feeling of security away. When I come home from work, the first thing I do (before anything) is praise Him, read His word, and spend some time with Him. He is beginning to reveal to me who He truly is. I find myself laughing, and smiling throughout the day just thinking about God. I can’t believe it has taken me all of this time (at the age of 33) to realize how much He loves me, and how close He wanted to be with me. Guess what? He wants to be intimate with you too. Open your heart to Him.

God is looking for the faithful few.  The few who are willing to go against the grain.  The few who are will to endure some hardships.  The few who are willing to fight spiritual warfare.  The few who are ready to receive His glory.  The few who are willing to stand for righteousness…no matter what the cost.  Are you ready solder?

It’s easier to draw close with people that we are not in competition with. If there is someone you know that has “better” qualities, looks,etc let them walk in it. The problem is many of us push away people that intimidate us of because of something we lack. If it’s not dealt with, jealousy & competition arises, and your business will be displayed before everyone because that “thing” was not dealt with at the root.  I can say this because I have been there.  I use to be intimidated and jealous by other people when they possessed other things that I didn’t have (looks, money, spiritual gifts, popularity, etc.).  I woke up one day and realized how the devil had been lying to me.  I discovered who I was in Jesus Christ.  I saw myself the way that Jesus saw me: BEAUTIFUL, GIFTED, ANOINTED, PASSIONATE, CARING, STRONG, COURAGEOUS…just to name a few.

I can say that I am free from that spirit because I know who I am in Jesus Christ.  And where the spirit of the Lord is…there is liberty!

The Lord has told me that deliverance is nigh. No matter how anointed we are, we will be delivered. We have to be REAL. We can’t get upset when our sin gets exposed. If you are guilty, repent and keep moving. The spirit of Jezebel wants people to think that if they get exposed in some faulty areas in their life, that its someone else’s fault for exposing them.  Whatever happened to true repentance and keeping it real? Why is Leviathan gripping the necks of the Saints? What is happening to the Body of Christ? When did we ever get to the point where we are too anointed to be in the wrong?

The Holy Spirit has been speaking to me and telling me that those who camouflage their issues will find a harder time being genuine because there is something to hide. What the Lord is showing is that people who have certain roles feel like they can’t be honest about their struggles and insecurities because many people look up to them.  As my prophetic gift grows, I have been subject to much attack.  What I am not understanding is how the anointed are being fooled by the devil.  I have been deceived many times and I am not ashamed to admit it. Matthew 24:24 says “For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.”

The Spirit of deception is so cunning.  Deception will make things appear real and they are not.  Deception will cause people to think things are one way, when they aren’t.  What the Lord has taught is, how to true deliverance happens when we are honest and real about ourselves.  I don’t ever want to get to a place where I do not hear the voice of God because my emotions are in the way.  I have no shame anything that I struggle with because my desire is to change so that the Will of the Father is done in my life.  Where the spirit of the Lord is, there is Liberty.

Kaylania’s Video Blog on Wisdom and Knowledge from 2 Chronicles 1.  I explain the importance of asking God for revelation instead of tangible things.

I just had an awesome worship encounter with the Lord. There is something about when you beckon His call, you receive all His attention. I reverence Him like never before! God deserves much honour and respect. I acknowledge Jesus and the one and true Messiah! He is the only Saviour! Jesus is the CHRIST! (Speaking in tongues). Let God speak to your heart so HE can give you a prophetic word. God wants all your attention. You are His baby. Go before the throne and take out your alabaster box! Hallelujah!

I’m just sitting here thinking about how far I’ve come & how hard I’ve fought. I’m 32 years old, saved, & still pressing. I love deliverance. Despite being a leader in ministry, I don’t care what I have to go up to the altar for. If I need deliverance, I want it! Most people don’t want deliverance b/c their pride is in the way. Whatever will draw me closer to God and away from Hell, I want it. Hebrews 10:26 says “For if we sin wilfully after that we have received the knowledge of the truth, there remaineth no more sacrifice for sins.”  I do not want to remain the same.  I am in a place of continual discovery of who I am in Jesus Christ.  The coming of Christ for His bride is exciting.  I think back about how much I have struggled and tried, and fought for my life!  God’s hand is surely on my life.  I love the Lord.  For those of you whom are fighting, wouldn’t you say it has been worth it?  You know how strong you are by what you have overcome.  Worthy is the lamb of God!!