The Lord has told me that deliverance is nigh. No matter how anointed we are, we will be delivered. We have to be REAL. We can’t get upset when our sin gets exposed. If you are guilty, repent and keep moving. The spirit of Jezebel wants people to think that if they get exposed in some faulty areas in their life, that its someone else’s fault for exposing them.  Whatever happened to true repentance and keeping it real? Why is Leviathan gripping the necks of the Saints? What is happening to the Body of Christ? When did we ever get to the point where we are too anointed to be in the wrong?

The Holy Spirit has been speaking to me and telling me that those who camouflage their issues will find a harder time being genuine because there is something to hide. What the Lord is showing is that people who have certain roles feel like they can’t be honest about their struggles and insecurities because many people look up to them.  As my prophetic gift grows, I have been subject to much attack.  What I am not understanding is how the anointed are being fooled by the devil.  I have been deceived many times and I am not ashamed to admit it. Matthew 24:24 says “For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.”

The Spirit of deception is so cunning.  Deception will make things appear real and they are not.  Deception will cause people to think things are one way, when they aren’t.  What the Lord has taught is, how to true deliverance happens when we are honest and real about ourselves.  I don’t ever want to get to a place where I do not hear the voice of God because my emotions are in the way.  I have no shame anything that I struggle with because my desire is to change so that the Will of the Father is done in my life.  Where the spirit of the Lord is, there is Liberty.

Good afternoon.  This blog is simply entitled “Character Confusion” because I have been reflecting about how many people struggle with knowing who they are in Christ.  I think that even unbelievers have less of a struggle with knowing who they are because they do not care about what other’s think of them…at least of of them don’t.  The definition of character is this:

The keywords that stood out to me the most are “features” and “traits”.  A person’s character makes up who they are…their personality makeup.  I have often wondered if people truly understand the dynamics is having good character?  Suppose you have a struggle with lying.  Lying is of course wrong, and is a character flaw.  I have met some great people, but were habitual liars.  At what point can a person know that they are confused about who they are?  Is it right to pretend that we are something other than we are?  I have  presented to friends and family members (in a loving way), character flaws that they may need to take a look at or change.  The majority of the end results were insults towards me.

Could it be that by not knowing who you are can turn you into a person who is confused in character?  Has anyone ever questioned your character before?  Have you ever questioned yourself?  I have asked myself, what makes me so unique and so “different”.   The Lord has given me that answers so many times, yet I struggled with not knowing who I was in Jesus Christ; that in itself is character confusion because I was then judging myself and not knowing my value and my worth.  My theory to the madness of character confusion is to be honest with yourself and what you struggle with.  What may be deemed an innocent character flaw may actually be character confusion.

I’m just sitting here thinking about how far I’ve come & how hard I’ve fought. I’m 32 years old, saved, & still pressing. I love deliverance. Despite being a leader in ministry, I don’t care what I have to go up to the altar for. If I need deliverance, I want it! Most people don’t want deliverance b/c their pride is in the way. Whatever will draw me closer to God and away from Hell, I want it. Hebrews 10:26 says “For if we sin wilfully after that we have received the knowledge of the truth, there remaineth no more sacrifice for sins.”  I do not want to remain the same.  I am in a place of continual discovery of who I am in Jesus Christ.  The coming of Christ for His bride is exciting.  I think back about how much I have struggled and tried, and fought for my life!  God’s hand is surely on my life.  I love the Lord.  For those of you whom are fighting, wouldn’t you say it has been worth it?  You know how strong you are by what you have overcome.  Worthy is the lamb of God!!